Day 95

My heart is full.  The Lord knows the end from the beginning.  I am being prepared.  T is being prepared.  Inspiration falls like dewdrops.   I wish I could properly convey what I'm feeling, but I don't think I could do it justice.  I just know that when I woke up this morning, I had no idea what the day would  hold, the answers that would come and I am overwhelmed.  One day months ago, I was doing my hair and the thought came to me of a book I needed to write.  It was strong, but I was afraid of my lack of ability and over time let it go.  Today I felt it again.   I will explain more soon.  Now I need to get back to work.  And I'm going to need a lot of help.  The truth is I can't do it without help.  I always thought it seemed funny when I would pray to be able to finish one of my short stories, get the words out, but I know I will have to do that with this one.  

So, I know I know what about my novel?  I know I was prompted to write everyday, and it has been interesting to feel things twist and turn.  I think it is more about the journey I'm going through in writing, than even the end result, though in this case I want to do what it is I'm supposed to do because that's all that really matters to me.  I don't want any regrets at the end of my life.  I don't want to have gone through my life experience and not have done with it what I needed to.   I feel like I am babbling tonight and I apologize.  What a day...what an amazing day!!