Day 131

I'm at a loss as to what to post about today.   T just got a call from his father.  As most of you know, his father and I haven't been on the best of terms for around 13 or 14 years.  Well, his father was crying because his father's best friend was just found and had shot and killed himself.  T and I both felt prompted like T needs to give his father a blessing.  The prospect seems daunting because his father is so opposed to the church, but maybe this would be just the time.  T says he doesn't remember a time when this friend wasn't in his father's life and all I can remember about this particular man was a suggestive comment he made once about a poster I had when I first got married.  I took the poster down the next day.    He had lived by himself for many years and made his way through life traveling and hunting.  I feel so bad for him and his family and T's father.