Wednesday, August 3, 2011
My friend M came through in a giant way with some last minute wedding details. Thank you!! N's dad and I are having a pow wow tomorrow. I think that his expectations and mine are very different. I haven't been able to talk to my bride now for awhile as she hasn't gotten back to me and I had no idea until this afternoon that she had not found a DJ. Her dad was understandably frustrated and I realize that I just can't assume anything. T gave me a blessing because I feel like I'm going into a meeting with a big CEO tomorrow and I have to be very professional which I don't feel. There are so many loose ends right now, but T blessed me that if I am not afraid and have faith and pray for things in the moment that I will be answered. Will the caterer show up? I don't know, but it will all work out and will I plan another wedding? I think I'm good until little C's. I can cross it off my bucket list, even though it wasn't there to begin with. When you here from me again, I will have survived this.