Day 196

I am still trying to wrap my mind around my own life.  I've been reacting to things instead of acting upon them for so long that this new feeling is somewhat empowering, yet feels foreign.  Today I was sustained and set apart second counselor of the RS presidency.  I was shocked.  I had thought and had even been told I was going into another axillary.  I know however, where this call came from and so I am comforted.   I adore all of the women I will be serving with as well as all of the women I will serve, but I feel my own frailty very keenly. 

I was given a beautiful blessing and realize that I will learn much.  It is another great lesson to me that I'm not in charge and certainly that holds true in my own life.  I just keep moving my feet forward and He directs my steps.