Thursday, May 19, 2011

Day 182

Good news:  My computer is now working.
Bad news: T is now not working.

I've had several opportunities to perfect my reaction to this news.  I've been angry, fearful, shocked, relieved, stunned, etc. etc. etc.  Now on this eighth time I admit I'm still reacting like I'm underwater, but I'm just going to choose faith.  I'm still breathing, the dishes still need to be done, C needs to meet with someone who costs $350 an hour and it's almost funny because this is the craziest possible time for that, but the Lord is in charge and I'm not.  And I've done upset and freaked out.  It's time to try something new. 

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